Saturday, September 19, 2009
Fireflies and Hiccups.
I think we all still look like babies...haha. In our twenties!! (Well...Shell, almost!)
We didn't know what to do w/ our hands...
I love my sisters.
I went to CO for a quick visit last weekend. It was a blast. :)
(Ps...notice my necklace...I make reference to it later in this post)
My Math phobia is no longer in existence. I focused much of my spare time to practicing and really understanding math, giving it a chance, to prove to myself that it isn't MATH that is bad...I just had some really really bad math teachers.
I really like Math!! :)
I got a new necklace that I am obsessed with!! It is white and gold with diamonds...and it is a Swallow. (bird). When I saw this necklace on the mannequin I was instantly intrigued by it. I couldn't stop starring at it. The closer I got to this necklace the more I "needed" it. After snatching it off the mannequin, and trying it on, I felt like the necklace was made for me.
Okay okay...a little dramatic. Really though, I was in love. Of course I bought it...and I wear it with everything, and it seems to just "work." I looked up the symbolism of a Swallow and it is said to bring wealth. It is also a symbol of loyalty.
Today is the first BYU home game...Goooo Cougarssssss!
On a downer note;
My heart is healing...but it still hurts. I know that is something really bold to write on a public blog...but I am honestly still hurting from my 2008 losses. I am just now realizing this is not something that goes away over night. It isn't something that you just forget about...no matter how angry you are, or were. (...or are).
I love my home, my roommates, my school, my friends, my life. (And of course my family.)
My life here is good, but I feel a change of wind coming very very soon. I am not sure what it is...but EVERY single time in the history of Melinda Blogging that I have said, "There is a change coming..." it is always something massive. The anticipation is killing me...but I am trying to be patient.
These are some good times...but these are also some very hard times. I know I am going to miss this time in my life. Trying to soak it all in and enjoy my twenties. :)
Well, I just got invited to go to the BYU game...soooo it looks like I might need to hurry and get ready for the day!
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Sorry to hear you had some losses. not sure what they are but am glad to hear you are healing from them
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ReplyDeletecan't wait to see what change is coming. whatever it is you can face it head on and are strong enough to take it. :)
love your necklace!! what a wonderful symbol for your life. and you can think of it as growing wings, and growing into a stronger version of yourself.
glad you had a good time in co!! give me more notice, i'd love to meet up and catch up!